Tuesday 3 March 2009

If...

If you could only eat one thing...
What would you eat?

If you could only play one sport...
What would you play?

If you could only watch one TV show...
What would you watch?

If you could own one pet...
What would you own?

If you could say one thing to any one person...
What would you say?

If you could stay with one person forever...
Who would you pick?

Sunday 22 February 2009

Wow =O

It's been awhile hasn't it...
Alot has been happening recently

I went on holiday with GeorgieBOOM
It was sexy
Kinda a little bit cold but it was bearable =]
Videos of the fun times will go on youtube soon enough.

I had my 18th on the 10th =]
It feels good being able to drink legally
No more worrying about ID

I've also finally gotten inked
There's a picture if you follow this link
http://twitpic.com/1mw41
Didn't hurt half as much as i thought it might
Except when it was going over my hip bone!!
I mean SRSLY?!?!
It felt so nasty going over the bone.

Oh... one last thing...
I wrote a blog a little while ago
Talking about how much it hurts knowing you can't have someone.
About them being all you think about etc.
Well... that's now completely IRRELEVANT!

So the guy it was written about
I've known him for 4 years
We're best friends for like ever
And I've kinda utterly adored him for 3 years of that.
I hid it because I was scared I didn't have a chance,
Besides I'd rather have been his friend than risk losing him.
No matter who i went out with I always ended up not being happy because he was all I could think about.
None of this matter anymore....
He's now my boyfriend
And I've never been so happy
I've always taught myself that nothing lasts forever
But I really hope this does.

21/02/09 - best day of the year without competition <3

Tuesday 3 February 2009

Random little thing...

Just something I wrote.

I’m sad and confused
I’m angry and hurt
I’m scared and so very jealous
I'm happy I know you,
I’m laughing about the fun we had,
I still love you with all that I am
And for all of this I honestly hate myself
I know that this will all go away
I know that I’ll move on
I know that while my heart is beating everything’s ok
But one thing that I’d like to know
Is why does it feel so wrong?

Tuesday 20 January 2009

Sooo.... yeah

I got dumped....
Didn't see that one coming


not.

I don't see why it happened.
He's in the army
I suggested an open relationship cause he's gonna be in Germany months at a time and I feel that I'd be happier that way.
He then decided this means I'm cheating on him.
Brilliant....
Because I'd have the emotional stability to be able to cope with 2 people at once....
I can barely comprehend being with one person never mind 2.

So it's back to being single for me.
Yay....

Sunday 18 January 2009

Sheffield Gathering

So I went to the sheffield gathering yesterday.
Started by leaving for Rugby train station to pick up GeorgieBOOM and Section58 [steve].
Once the car was loaded with bags, pillows, sleeping bags and people we headed off down the M1 for 2 hours...
OH THE JOY!

However it got better!
ItsCalum010 is a REAL person!!
He is NOT made of the internet =D
ItsJo3y is also very REAL!
Good times.

Throughout the period of time we were by sheffield train station I managed to glomp 5 people and scare the crap out of 3 people. I scared georgie 4 times ;]
Then I had lunch in Tokyou [noodle place] with:-
Caroline - http://youtube.com/teenagestateofmind
Georgie - http://youtube.com/georgieBOOM
Jerry - http://youtube.com/jerryhcooke
Rhys - http://youtube.com/englishous
Ruth - http://youtube.com/xxnotlisteningxx
Sophie - http://youtube.com/domainoftheshadow
Dan - http://uk.youtube.com/user/tahninial
& Patrick

After that we had fun in the water fountains =D
3 degrees outside and I ran through the fountains several times.
It was fun whilst doing it but then it got cold....
So I went and brought new jeans ;]

LASERQUEST TIME!!
YAYYYYY!!!
Yeah too bad nobody could see a freaking thing!!!
There was so much smoke I swear I was choking D=
But it was epic ;]
RED FTW!

Then the lovely Ruth offered me and georgie her spare room for the night
I LOVE YOU RUTH!
Better than sleeping in my car =]

Finally this morning we left the midst of Sheffield and found ourselves back on the M1.
RACE ME BITCH!
We found ourselves have a race the cutest guy ever
Adorable hair and smile.
Nout wrong with a bit of flirting while you're driving eh?

I can safely say this was the best weekend in a long time.
<3

Thursday 1 January 2009

Happy New Year Guys.

Finally 2009!
This year is gonna be better because of a few goals I've set myself.

Firstly I'm gonna be a happier person this year. No more getting upset about stupid little insignificant things. As long as the world keeps spinning, my heart keeps beating and my lungs carry on breathing everything is perfectly fine.

Secondly by my 18th birthday [Feb 10th] I've promised myself I'd be a size 8. Bring on the hour jogs every morning and the smaller portions. I WILL be a size 8 and I'm not gonna stop til I am. I know alot of you will just tell me I'm fine the way I am but seriously I'm not happy with the way I look at all. I know that when I'm a size 8 I'll be happy with the way I look.

Finally my last objective. I will do whatever it takes to get onto the Animation course in Luton. I'm gonna work so hard to get what I want this year. I finally know where my life wants to take me and it's down the road of computer animation. Everything about it facinates me.

Goodbye dreary, lonely, grey 2008
Hello bright, shiny, new year ^_^

Tuesday 23 December 2008

why... Why... WHY?!

I've just gone 3 weeks with no internet and I can honestly say I've never felt so close to going completely awall in my life.

Before our internet got cut off I never realized how much my life depended on modern technology.

Even though I still had my mobile, it was almost impossible to organize meeting up with people.
Nobody ever had credit or ever answers their phone.
It's so frustrating.
This of course meant I missed out on 4 parties [granted I didn't have the money to get to them but yeah]
My social life completely collapsed for a while.

When I finally got online I had at least 2 videos from each of my subscribtions on youtube to watch.
I had 87 unread emails, 125 notifications on facebook and 17 myspace comments to catch up on.
Took me the best part of a day to get everything done.

I didn't notice how many TV programs I watch online either.
Family Guy and The IT Crowd being good examples.
I found that when I was bored I couldn't even watch TV because there was nothing on at the time I was bored.

There was a good thing that came from not having internet though.
I managed to lose 4 pounds because I found myself moving about when I was bored.
I took both my dogs on at least 2 walks a day.
I got my old dance mat back out and was having sessions on that.
Safe to say... if you wanna lose weight, lock away the internet ;]